The days have been so hectic and I feel like I am barely above water. House and all the stuff that goes with that. Working which is a love but can make you tired and then the beloved garden. The garden has been building up and all the comments from the neighbours have been building up. I need to cut the hedges, the hedge has lost its flowers you need to cut it. You should never prune your hydrangeas. The story goes on.
Wednesday the toys fell out the cot. The heat has been unbearable but needed to get stuck in the garden and was feeling really positive. No need to complain, get cracking. The mood changed quickly, another moan about the hedge.
I pruned the hedge myself with lots of anger. What a stupid mistake because now its war with the neighbours. I apologised today and told them we have a guy coming on Monday to cut the rest of the hedge and tidy up what is left of the hedge. I said to Leon we not sure how long we going to be in this house so I just can't afford to have horrible interactions with the neighbours. We now have to fork out £320.00 to sort the mess out. What a waste of money.
You know when you so angry and you write an email and send it. I have done that and received angry emails. I should have gone out and then come back home with a clear head to sort out the mess.
Do we every learn?
So feeling like I am not liking America at the moment. I feel like running away but not sure to where.
Maybe a sleep and a clear head will ease the negative feelings.
Sleep well special people.
We left South Africa with a wee little Kara and began our adventure in the Uk, Harpenden. Then came along our Victoria. Been just a simple African girl the change was hard and the longing for South Africa was painful. Now we take on another country, this time not as green and older always helps.
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